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Emelia - fifth year vorobyov • rocking it cliqueless
-"The first recipe for happiness is: avoid too lengthy meditation on the past."
– 23:02, August 9, 2014 (UTC)
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"I can't help it," she says, "because it is my fault. No matter where I turn, I lose someone, somebody gets hurt...it's just me. I'm a grenade just waiting to blow up and obliterate everything in its wake. And I don't want to hurt anyone when that happens." She just breaks down. "Can't something just go right, for fuck's sake? Can't I get anything right, say the right thing, or am I destined to be the tarnished piece of paper who misfortune chases like a pack of dogs? The black sheep? I haven't slept for days, and the days before that, I've had a consistent nightmare. And even though I know it will happen, I wake up screaming every time."
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